I am just sitting here waiting on my daughter to finish her homework. Then we are going to play some pool.
And of course, I will probably not win, but that's okay.
Not much going on here these days. Just trying to get to the holidays. I can't wait to put up our tree. November 16 that glowing green piece of happiness will adorn my living room window. I can't wait! It can't come soon enough.
Was hoping to have some special people here for the holidays, but God apparently has other plans instead.
Acceptance is hard.
Making plans for your future and having them blow up in your face is even harder.
You think life is going to go one way, you think that God has a specific plan for you and then out of nowhere he throws you a big curve ball.
It stinks, but it's reality.
There are lessons to learn, failures to overcome and faith to hang onto.
It...isn't....fun.
NOT...ONE...BIT!!!!
But I am hanging in there for the sake of my sanity.
And the welfare of my daughter. I need to be strong.
I cry when she isn't there. I cry in the shower, or in the car after I drop her off at school with her brothers.
This is just a season.
This will pass. It feels like it may never pass, but I know it will.
And when it does pass I will look back and see the hand of God in all of this.
Thank God for my faith.
Until next time.....
Psalm 37:4
